Fortune-Ate

Fortune-At(e)??

I shall consider me fortunate.

I never had no great friends to stick up around with me all the time, all my life.

I had no pure selfless love as a part of my existing survival.

I shall call me fortunate for the many times I met despair.

I recall the times when I earned more of jealousy and had more envy served on my plates alongside praises.

This was how my life more or less was.

I shall consider me fortunate for the many blank years whence I did nothing.

Not even no realisation.

I am fortunate for being so incapable of feeding myself.

I still rely on my birth parents for everything.

But I hope to be free.

Free someday and then everyday from thereon.

I consider me fortunate for I know I am God's favourite.

I know it !!

Beyond this no fortune I seek that has the impotent capacity of making my fortune.

My God was next to me, even before I felt the need of Him.

He was there I know,
every time I was lost and every time I rendered to a moistening tear.

May Thee live on.. For Eternity. AMEN !!