Exams Are Fun

Exams are Fun !!
On Monday the 10,
Assembled we again,
As the clock struck one,
The test begun!!

We were laid with the questionnaire,
Which only added to a little more despair.
Each one kept scratching his head,
Gaping at faces that were already dead !!

Half hour past the test,
A desperate cell phone yells for rest.
As the Peon rushed to grab the yelling phone,
The sweetest voice tone tricked a yawn.
With despair he returns,
Only to rush again with furious warns !!

I knew it was one of us enticing the frigid phone,
To save us some time while the peon is gone !!
While the phone sang us notorious melody,
Buying us enough time to get steady !!

The phone continued the Seduction,
While the desperate lover failed his vision.
And thence we did write our test,
Wishing each one all the best !!
Amidst the music of laughter and a wink,
No matter how bad the questions did stink,
At the end of it they did leave us happy and all pink,
Pushing all our worries to a brink.

With happy Adios we bade farewell,
Only to meet again at the next test on twelve.

Happy because finally they were done.
So I can say, Exams are fun !! :)

Passage Of Time

The Passage Of Time..

The Passage Of Time..
That shall carry me through,
And you !
With its wavering creeps,
And smiles untrue !
May I wait?
And Would You ??

The Passage of time,
Knows no roads divine !
Just a belief Life is all mine.
That soul I own,
that I shall offer thine !!

The Passage of Time,
Shall bind me together,
In thy moistened lips Divine !A minute shall be one Life,
One whole that’s all mine !!
The one I shall Live 'neath You..
amidst your wet lies silevrine.

The Passage of time.
You shall Know,
And So shall I !
That we loved once,
And How We Endure Hate !!

The passage of Time,
That giveth us all !
One sweet Life,
and Love to Fall !
The passage of time
Will give us life
Happy to You
and save me the Dull !!

the Passage of time
Shall Offer us moreThis..
and a little that we wish for

And the passage of Time
Shall leave us all..

Loved One

To my Loved One
To my beloved one,
That I am writing.
To the one who has believed me!
Have you been loving me..

Ever Since I was here,
With not a Face on mine!
The darkness I wrote within.
Did carve my world therein,
The pain that I crave for,
The hate that I savour,
Were the sole life of my death..
This I breathe each day.

Until You, My Love..
Did decide to draw.
A happy smile,
Coloured with those of yours !
Twinkling eyes,
Filled by the stars in yours !
And the faceless self of mine shapes..

All this time,
I have not done any,
To tell you How much I Love..
You and I care for !
How often I think and pray for years,
For that Godlike self of yours.

May you live on..
And keep spreading the smile and Love.
Thank you for being mine.
In this world that is so rough.

Angel that you bring me Joy,
May the same embrace thee!
May all the Gods save’
The world’s Blessings and love for you.

One Grudge

One Grudge

There once was a Guy
That I fell for
He wrote “I love you” s
And I promised him more

I loved with all
I never knew I would
He smiled back, and I,
Did touch all heavens that I could!

Thence I wrote,
Many poems of love!
Telling him how I need,
And his wilderness that drove.

With every hour of my day
I shall have him on my face
Thanking him for his Love
And for keeping me gay!

At night we would talk
And smile through each others’
Things were simply beautiful
With not many to bother!

Till one day
The guy got bored
With an evil grin,
On my dreams he overrode.

“How I hate you more”
Said his last note!
“That I ever love you,
Is one lie that I wrote”

He cursed on my infidelity
And stabbed on my person,
Never realizing
The same that existed in his own

I looked at me
And I did see me in ruin
With a bloody face on my head
And hurt to let in

My angel did pick me up
A brother and a friend!
Telling me the angel that I am
The only one that is Godsend!

I love life
Life likes moving
There is happiness and love
And more that I bring

Now I am writing
Poems of love and pain
Of smiles that are happy
And an aching heart that does wane

The only wish that I make
“That I would have never known you among men”
But then I would have never known me
And the pain that does remain!

The man that hurt so many,
With only lies and deception to give
Will never see peace nor no harmony,
This I must believe!

Now I am a better human
Only you the one that looks bad
Pray I shall for you to God
Along with sins some mercy to add

With God do transcend,
My only thoughts divine.
Now I am happy and content.
Though I am not on cloud nine!

Amidst much love and care
All grudges did I drain.
Now I have God,
So I have much peace hope and joy to reign

You.. I Love.

You.. I Love

I am in Love..
In Love..
I love the way it goes on..
And the way it turns me on..
the way it likes spreading over hours on for long..
I like it anyway..
Love every bit of it.
And the Images of You..
Everywhere that My heart goes.
You flyby me..
You Live and Die 'neath me..
just as I have lived and Died next to You..
Your Crumpled Smiles..
And an Imaginary LOVe..
That looked almost so real.
I Love You..
My Melancholous Tranquility.
The piece Of Peace ..
And a piece Of Me..
That so accentuates..
with a Piece from You.
Which is Mine.
Which is all mine.
Which owns me.
In its Womb of Fulfillment.
And More..
I Love You..
BEing Alone.
Cos Thats the Only heaven Where I find You.
And I reach you.
YOU..
I Love.
You are my favorite.. Love

Signed With Love
Kisses ;)

Fortune-Ate

Fortune-At(e)??

I shall consider me fortunate.

I never had no great friends to stick up around with me all the time, all my life.

I had no pure selfless love as a part of my existing survival.

I shall call me fortunate for the many times I met despair.

I recall the times when I earned more of jealousy and had more envy served on my plates alongside praises.

This was how my life more or less was.

I shall consider me fortunate for the many blank years whence I did nothing.

Not even no realisation.

I am fortunate for being so incapable of feeding myself.

I still rely on my birth parents for everything.

But I hope to be free.

Free someday and then everyday from thereon.

I consider me fortunate for I know I am God's favourite.

I know it !!

Beyond this no fortune I seek that has the impotent capacity of making my fortune.

My God was next to me, even before I felt the need of Him.

He was there I know,
every time I was lost and every time I rendered to a moistening tear.

May Thee live on.. For Eternity. AMEN !!

Free Spirits

Free Spirits

We are free souls… serving the life of bondage, trapped in the prison cells of the perishable body. We look for every source that will set us free or will promise us the freedom of our eternal spirits. The femininity of our body don't stop the determination or the thinking even fails to subordinate our greatest desires and the hopes therein. Whether it is you, a man or me a woman, we constantly search for a free soul. A way that will merge the souls of ours with the Supreme one. In a way All of us do seek salvation in a way or another. The spirits continue to be restless. It is not unusual that we often seek for our self owned selves in those many endeavours of ours or even those many people that we mistakenly believe belong to us !! In the reflection of the successes and failures, in the Smiles and tears of our beloved ones we see our very own images. We often confirm our own identities. It looks puzzling. All the time we live in a belief we had been living for others while at the end of the day we see ourselves searching for our very own images for the sake of self assertion and our own identities. At the end of it, We know, all of us know even You and me very well do, that no gender no caste no religion shall identify the soul of ours. In the end we shall all be the Children of God. Our sole abode shalt be thee. We await your bliss. Though in our hearts we knew we deserveth not any. As we look back our past we see smiles envy jealousy and anger and the many commitment we fail to make up, the many times we choose to be untrue unfulfilling and unfaithful to our loved ones, the many unhappy events we lived through, your tears and those of mine, and those we did wipe. All will look so glorious. And at last we will be happy to have travelled long enough and we shall rejoice the long suffered tiredness of the Journey. And shall we be happy and contented about them? Let the Eternal blessings of God be as always with you me and with everyone.. help us reach the Destiny of all Times. Amen.

Aah I Am AlIVE !!

Aah I am Alive.
HE is Alive.
She is Alive.
Everyone's Alive .. :-o
Aah THAts HOW life is!!
You gotta be there..
there ain't No escapee.
Live It.
Love It.
And Just KEep Moving.
Back Or Forth..
Life Goes on AnyWay.
:-)

Rain Love

Rainha Loves RAin

RAin RAin Come Again.
And TAke ME..
To THAt WoNDerFUl HEAven..
Wher HAppiNEss Does REign..
With the Green Green gRAss that Crawls nEAth u feet..
And the CAdbury Chocolate colord Wet Soil..
So lets HAve Some very HAppy HAppy RAin.

So VEry VEry BEAutiful.

Like that Wee hours dREAm Of Mine.
I LOVEyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy So MUCh !!

Heavens Inside Me..

Heavens Inside ME !!

I Have Lost..
Lost Faith.
Faith, That I had in me.
Faith, that others Had in me.
The Hurt
And Hateful feelings
Mount up Somewhere,
I know.
Inside of Me.
Choking me.
Strangling..
My Heart And My Soul.
My Thinking.

I Have to Do this
I Have to.
I Need to.
Cry.
Cry until I'm all dry of Pain.
Cry.
Cry till i could Cry No More.
Cry.
Cry Till I feel In ME,
The Heavens Again.

Dontcha Call up.
Or Try to Put A Stop.
Quit Doing So,
At My Endeavour So Humble.

My Phone is Dead By Now
I Choked Him To.
So I have No one..
To Answer My Annoyance..
While You Make meagre Trials
trying Hard..
To Strangle My Desperation to Death,
Thru A Miraculous Love Potion
I call Water !!

The Love and Care You Show,
I Appreciate.
But For Now,
My Friend..
Just For NOW,
You Need to Know..
That I need to Do this,
Do All the Crying,
Cry out Loud.
And cry My heart out.

Cry,
So I Gain a Faith so Unique from HIM.
Cry,
So NEW Hopes Are Instilled in ME.
Cry,
To feel Inside me, THE Heavens Again !!

Dead Life

On This Rainy Eve..















Dead asleep i was,
With my eyes Shut so tight.
Behind those dArk doors,
I was trying to trace out,
The Footprints..
Hoping they would lead..
Me, Back again,
To those Happy Dreams Of my Past.

The tiny bits Of Chaos in the Nature..
Woke Me up,
Back To that realist Friend of Mine.
With Eyes Half empty
I was lying dead.
I heard the Roaring wind outside,
I heard the screeching trees outside,
They were all so chaotic.
What for?

They were readying for a Big celebration.
So Very Much Joyous of the return.
For the Big Drops From the Heaven,
Were Arriving.

I knew it !!
It was like another Rainy evening,
Usually a Feast,
For That Shrunken Soul of Mine,
So often dipped in Turmoils.
A Feast..
That my Dry tears await,
Wait, Long enough to Chomp upon !

But I saw...
I Had No Life in Me !
Life Enough to push Me to My pLayground
Where I usually Like Gulping Down,
Those Happy tears from the Heavens.

I Lied there
Like a Dead.
Listening to Those Big Drops,
Growling with Hunger.
Desperate To Feast upon,
The Earth So Dead Dry.
HAppily Satiating the Lifeless life Outside,
Thumping Hard,
Against the Earth So Short Of Tears
And I lied there..
Like A DEAd,
With Not A Life beneath my Soul.

May be I HAd the Lazy Fish Again,
Yawning Inside me,
Amidst the Ocean Of energy.
And I lied there
Like A dead.
As the sound Of the DAncing Drops,
Defeaned My Senses
I heArd a Sound
So Big, loud And Clear..
Of A tear
That Hit the ground
Or was tHAt..
Another Drop of Blood,
That was oozing out,
Out Of my heart, So badly wounded .

While HAppy Tears were breathing life,
Life into The dead outside.
I am Left,
Well ignored.
For i Had in Me..
A storm Far More Angry and Strong And chaotic.
Churning My half eaten emotions,
And slicing My tender lil Heart to Pieces.

Thoughts Of a Gentle Youth,
Were Gripping Hard to mY Heart.
Suckling all the Joy and Peace in ME,
And Leaving me..
All So Dead and Dry.

Rainha No More Had her Rain
On this another Rainy Evening
She was,
She was..
left So isolated and Undone.
And in Vain.
Yearning A lil More Of dEAth,
From Each Moment that Passed By.

Her once So called Arms Wide open,
With Which she Hugged those HAppy Tears from the Heaven,
Were all in ashes, by now.
For Within the Very SAme
She held, Once,
Her One-love.
Closest to her Bosom.
Nourishing EAch DAy,
It, With Love so Gentle And Genuine.

One dAy,
THe Love Decided to Move Away.
And so did the Arms.
To burn themselves Down.

And I lied there.
Half dead,
With Not a Life in me.

The Rainy evening Passed away
Without Me..
The HAppy tears BAde Adieu,
With No HAppy in ME.

And I lied there,
Half Dead..
With Not a Life in Me !

And I saw me searching in the dark,
Wandering for The HApPy-Me.
Trying to Trace away.
The footprints..
Of those Happy Dreams Ov My Past !!

And So I lied there,
Dead Still.
With No Life In me..
No Life iN Me.

Tears to mourn within..

Tears To Mourn Within


I asked my tears to mourn within.
Learn.. to hide the sorrow.
But those were the tears.
Meant to run free.
Never know of hiding.

I asked 'em
"Stay at home.. "

Yet ..
They followd me..
Like the loyal guard.
Followed me..
Like the faithful guardian

Till...
I turned my back.
And I found 'em..
Looking up to me with hopes.
Wanting me to embrace 'em!!

And I did..
And So I did.

Vielen Dank

Vielen Dank


The Day I meet You,
I sing A song..
No German but may be a Spanish one!!
Hoping that would make You smile,
And ignore my german of a vile.

Then I ask You, how You say Hullo!!
While You teach me a word or two,
I follow the Swaying swallow.
And Secretly I say to me..
Oh, what beautiful heaven on Earth is this!
With an angel friend beside me,
I walk down my solitary lane.

Friend You are Beautiful Gift.
I treaure You now...
And forever.

The Beautiful "I"

The Beautiful "I"


Oh WaIt..
LemmE SAy.
LonLiNEss Is no Curse.
It is A Gift ..
For it is the Time that GOD thrusts into our Lives.
So We Sit Down.
So We talk To Him.
So We talk To us.
And we Know that We are no Criminals,
And that there always is ROOm For improvment..
And So we Know the Beautiful "I"

Sweet dreams, Sweets

When You are filling Down,
When Your worries overshadow your dreams,
When the tears of desperation hover around.
Don't you ever lose Yourself, my love
Do you think of me then.

Clasped to your music So soft.
Wrapped up in your weary arms,
Caressing your Soul, so tired.
Let your cares spend the night with me


So I Watch You sleep,
As you fly high.

Riding the enchanting Dreams.
So they be true in the morning to come.

Have a GOOD Sleep my dear.
Good Night! Sleep tight!

Remember Me?

I Remember.. Do You??


It was our Kindergarten School
Where we first met.
You Remember??
I do.

It was fun,
Celebrating Togatherness at the Central High,
While You and I, togather we watched,
Other people Touch the Sky.
I Remember..
Do You??

I sought for You.
With My hands folded..
I asked God,
To Give me, You!
And I got You.
Our separate Intermediate Classes.
And Still...Still
Were those Warm Feelings that I had always preserved for You.
I Remember..
Do You???

Graduation.
I wasn't looking for You,
But then I found You.
So Overwhelmed I was.
With a relaxed look on my Face I looked up,
Wondering what wonders have YOU(God)!!
I was Happy ever Since.
I Remember,
Do You??

I addressed You Tzarina,
The Russian Queen.
My Beautiful Lady,
Never do You let go of your Dreams,
And those endless Hopes of Flying High.
For Life is Too BIG for a Small Despair!!

You stayed with me till So far.
Do You stay with me ,
For the rest of my Life hereafter.
I will Remember..
Will You??

While She held her Smiles I tried HolDin My TEArs ! ;-)

This Poem IS a dedication to A very Dear frend Of mine-Jharina
"I love You my Dear friend And I miss you..
MAy You Live the Happiest Life ever, AMEEN!! :)"

Runaway

Runaway…

I just wanna runaway...
Far away from you..
Away from me.
So I seek me.
A place where I hide me,
A place where I hide my tears.
From a world which has been ungrateful...
A place where I seek solace, peace
From the many turmoils my heart’s been through.

I never hated so much the feeling
That I have now.
About meeting new people.
And the many faces they put up…
And the many games they play,
With emotions So fragile, of mine!

Oh,
Am I just so afraid of getting hurt?
Yes,
For the hurt had been so deep.

I just wanna runaway…
Hoping morrow I’ll be free
Free form all hurt,
And the many tears that make me cry,
And the many cares that take over my tender feelings so often.
And then I’ll be free from you..
And so I’ll be free form me.

With A Lil help from a greAt frend..RAjat Khanna
"Thank You for Your Precious Comments !!"

Miraculous art thou....

Blessed am I…

Blessed under Heaven,
Is the one who grows under the warm Sunshine of your Love..
You.. Are the Sweetest Melody of my life.

And how madly Do I Desire to listen to the sweet rhythms of life through your Voice….
Every Morning when I open my eyes,

It is Only you that I wish to see first…
How fervently do I desire to be with you all the time..

Yes, I do Miss You …
My eyes have Tears for You…
And my life seems to have Time and Spaces for you…
But what unspoilt tears it brings to me…
When I am confronted with the Harsh reality of Life,
That I still do not have You beside me…

Ey sleepy Boy,

Wake up…

See how beautiful the day is….

Wash your gentle youth with the warm uxorious sunshine…
And do you listen to the soft mystical songs of nature…

I have a blank reason that is strong enough to explain

The causes That back My Tears

Tears That So often line up My eyes.

An aching heart,

You know, my Love,is so Painful.

How often do I wish you were here …
To hold me tight for long enough..
So my tears find their sole Refuge..
So my morons find their way to seep through your mighty heart..

Wish I too had my Lover beside me…
To steal me so far..

Far Away from my tears…

My audacious desires,
How so much seek me to get myself wrapped up,

In the arms of my lover…Smell his sweet embrace…

While I caress his soul with my restless tears…
And Together we weave some Happy dreams.
As I raptly taste your sweet Smile…
I count my stars….and say..
How blessed am I to have you with me my Love…