One Grudge

One Grudge

There once was a Guy
That I fell for
He wrote “I love you” s
And I promised him more

I loved with all
I never knew I would
He smiled back, and I,
Did touch all heavens that I could!

Thence I wrote,
Many poems of love!
Telling him how I need,
And his wilderness that drove.

With every hour of my day
I shall have him on my face
Thanking him for his Love
And for keeping me gay!

At night we would talk
And smile through each others’
Things were simply beautiful
With not many to bother!

Till one day
The guy got bored
With an evil grin,
On my dreams he overrode.

“How I hate you more”
Said his last note!
“That I ever love you,
Is one lie that I wrote”

He cursed on my infidelity
And stabbed on my person,
Never realizing
The same that existed in his own

I looked at me
And I did see me in ruin
With a bloody face on my head
And hurt to let in

My angel did pick me up
A brother and a friend!
Telling me the angel that I am
The only one that is Godsend!

I love life
Life likes moving
There is happiness and love
And more that I bring

Now I am writing
Poems of love and pain
Of smiles that are happy
And an aching heart that does wane

The only wish that I make
“That I would have never known you among men”
But then I would have never known me
And the pain that does remain!

The man that hurt so many,
With only lies and deception to give
Will never see peace nor no harmony,
This I must believe!

Now I am a better human
Only you the one that looks bad
Pray I shall for you to God
Along with sins some mercy to add

With God do transcend,
My only thoughts divine.
Now I am happy and content.
Though I am not on cloud nine!

Amidst much love and care
All grudges did I drain.
Now I have God,
So I have much peace hope and joy to reign